Friday, November 20, 2009

Unstoppable on top of the world

How perfect can someone unperfect be? Swallowed up in a vortex of high pitched screaming girls, i feel stupid. standing inline like every other stupid girl. watching the screen wide open at something that was made to attract me. it was made to torture me. how many of you actually think its real. its not. there will never be a beautiful perfect person watching over you while you sleep, willing to give their life if yours is taken. i feel so stupid. sucked into that fantasy hole. its unstoppable. its inevitable. help...
I don't want to be part of this craze. i want to be against it. but thats why its so potent. Its so attractive. we are attracted to what we don't want.
if i get it, will i still want it? Im sorry robert pattinson for having obsessive thoughts over you. I know your not Edward. and i know you'll probably never know me. but subconsciously i hope you do. You've been molded into this beautiful person, that no matter how really beautiful you are as a person, we're forced to be blinded from real you. Im sorry your identity is gone. and i'm sorry but i don't think your beautiful because of your character. i think your character is beautiful because of you. its you versus a million women. good luck, i hope you can see me. Photo by Theo Wenner/"Dossier"

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